1. |
Indifferent
03:11
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It'll be a long drive
The brakes feel heavy
The brakes feel soft
We're curious, it fills up the space.
We're catching up, getting lost, and more lost
You're an instigator, your smoke's filling up my lungs
And it's, freedom, all clear
But I'm inside myself
Trying not to fully let go
The turns we take are swift and sharp, but our words flow
You're so right, I'll just listen
You know I'm moldable
You know I'm indifferent
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2. |
Don't Hold Out
01:52
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Don't hold out on me
Not on me
Not me
With this one life I keep you close
Keep close
For it to end it must begin, begin again
All these eyes watching
I'll run away with
Run away
We'll run
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3. |
Guilt Trip
06:33
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Picked up, it's over with
You're just not satisfied
You know, this life, it's not what you had in mind
But I know at one time it was
Walk through life dissatisfied
Always
I won't follow
You'll get that house, you'll be that woman
You'll be fine, but not always
No not always
Cause when you look inside, the truth is hard to find
Please tell me I can be different
I don't have the answers for you
But don't worry, you'll be fine
Just not always
And if you come to find, you might have lost your mind
Know that I will be here for you
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4. |
Reaction
06:17
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Self deprecating
swinging on the pendulum never settling
Narcissistic, pathetic
There's no in-between
A drunken haze for glorification
I just want release
A true reaction is lost on making you
Like me, understand me, like me
Don't forget me
I just want to please
Implode, dissipate
I just want release
Cause I know good things are true
So I hope my reaction shines through
As something real
Through all this fear
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5. |
At The End
03:52
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Leveled out, we're bound to turn
The world as we know it, is gone
Come home, right now
We'll leave
We don't need to find out
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6. |
A Thought
06:10
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A thought that it'd be okay
To be dead
It'd be easier
Lighter, bright and empty
Without the weight of being good
And never knowing what that means
Without the struggle
To hear and to be heard
Always getting it wrong
Without the guilt of seeing beauty
In the mirror
Or only seeing ugly
The openness to be loved
And to be burned
Never sure
Of which is here now
Or which is on the way
Always getting it wrong
I'll wait with eyes closed
For a new day
I'll come back when it's all quiet
When I can get hurt and find a way to beat it
Never really feel it
When all I see is just a blinding light
So full of love
It would warm my bones
And it'll be shattered
The mirror is shattered
All reflections would cease from my sight
We'll return to a single simple position
Careless, carefree
Acceptance, my only words
Until then, I'll just be getting it wrong
Always, always getting it wrong
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7. |
For Now
05:39
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You don't quite have it figured out
But dreaming will lead you there somehow
It's always in that far off part of your brain
We'll make it through this pain
The present may not be fulfilling
But you won't lose hope
The blackness surrounding us will always have its sun
Be one, with now
Forever won't be waiting
You wonder how we've always been here
The choice you thought you made
The flowers laid at your grave
It's always in that far off part of your brain
We'll make it through this pain
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8. |
Geraldine
02:29
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The dream is dead whether or not you still believe
It's spread apart and splintering
Gasping for air
It's gasping for air
Will you breathe live back in?
Will you live in illusion?
Don't, Don't it seem, Don't it seem like help is on the way?
Help must be on the way
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Fear End Maven Providence, Rhode Island
Flowing and so easy
Your perfected dream
Rounded off edges and beach breezy
Bright eyes catch every shooting sunbeam
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